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| Hi. Here I am. Back after a few years' hiatus.
I just, suddenly, want to write something. Yet now, I can't think of anything substantial to write.
Looking back at all those entries, all those pictures, it's like peeping into an old world tucked between sheaves of yellowed photos and crumpled papers. So many memories, and all of them precious.
Right now, I do wish I was back there, when life is much more simple; when I was much more simple.
I love my life right now, and I'm glad I took the steps I took, because I know that God guided me all the way. But just for this one moment...I wish I was back there. | | |
| haven't posted in a long long LONG time.
Well, i'm just here to say that i'm safely back in Hong Kong. Will prolly disappear from xanga-land for another month, because i'm secretly forming my worldview : )....well not that this process would ever stop, but for now, i am starting to establish and integrate intellectual stimulation that led to fascination and a whole new field of knowledge, with unexplainable phenomena such as good and evil. Well, and interestingly, God is in both.
so c ya. phone me people. if there are still people reading this.
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| As i closed my eyes, i saw an aerial view of a city. It was grey and dusty and looked pretty monotonously dead. Then i saw souls of the dead rise up from the city in the form of misty phantoms--souls of past saints, and great missionaries, and of committed, God-loving christians; i saw Pastor Li in the midst. They gathered just above the city, forming a circle. More and more christians who belong to God joined in, till it was complete (and it was HUGE). Then they blended into a great spiral and shot, like an arrow, up through the layer of darkish, greyish clouds.
As the spiral pierced through that layer of clouds, it bursted, like a single firework, into a gazillion little golden flecks. The flecks continued to float upwards through another layer of clouds, and finally reached a blinding ball of light, which was called the Light of the world, and the Beginning of all things. The flecks moved as if drawn by this Light, and were merged into it, and this blinding light grew and grew. The Light grew to a point where it started to ooze rays of rich, golden liquid light; light which descended like a gentle waterfall (or a volcano in very slow motion), and stained the city gold...
And as this was still happening, the lens swooped down to the city and zoomed in. I saw a girl, who i knew was me myself. She had her eyes turned towards the heavens, and the whole scene was reflected in them, as if it was imprinted on her pupils.
Then i felt this whole thing poured from my eyes into my heart.
I had a feeling that there were more than one person like me with their eyes turned to heaven, and have heaven imprinted in their hearts, and i had a feeling that one day, one day, we all will join in the host of the dead and be a part of this glorious procession into the heart of our Lord. We just need to die to ourselves...the day is here. | | |
| i was looking through the profile pictures of my msn contacts, and curiously enough, the ones of those studying overseas, all have pictures of their friends or family at home (including me. mine is of my cute brother and me eating at dan ryan's or something).
hm
interesting
i'm glad i get to pick my own floorboards of my new room XDDDD | | |
| HO HO HO!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND CLARA LIU MERRY MERRY MERRY GOD-FILLED CHRISTIMASSSSS
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